Saturday, January 21, 2012

Day 22 again.

It's almost time to go home and I can feel my heart pounding so hard for so many reasons. Anxious for meeting my daughter for almost 6 years and nervous at the same for we will never know what lies ahead. "Que Sera Sera~


During these past few weeks I was able to get along with some people i never thought I will get along with and not doing that earlier is something regrettable. I missed a lot of good things and memories yet still thankful coz' it's never too late. I shouldn't have locked my door so other people can knock and come in and show me another horizon of life- lesson learned :) Next time I'll be more open and will accept people and things as they come and go. I spent the past years with few intimate friends and when I say "few", you can almost count them with your hand. It's been fun and worthwhile being with them but expanding your garden with more flowers is what you call breathtaking. People are beautiful in their own ways and must be accepted the way they are; that's one thing I learned from them. Simple yet so vivid. Just like them. And I wish I have more time to be with them... If only I could turn back the hands of time...

Day 22

Not so long ago, I didn't know that I can express thanks for the blessings and good things in my life. I just took things for granted. Or worse, I was worried that if I was to acknowledge the blessings that I've received, somehow something "bad" would happen and take away those blessings.

Perhaps unconsciously I had this fear that bringing attention to the good things in my life might incur bad luck. So to play it safe, I went along without a grateful heart. You might be laughing now as you read this, and I thought that's rather silly of me too. But that's the belief I once held onto.

Now, I'm quick to express thanks whenever a good thing comes into my life. Somehow, there's always something to be thankful about!

I have this simple statement that I make often, "Thank you God for all the blessings and abundance in my life!"

And I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone of you for making me feel loved and special! Thank you God for giving me an opportunity to meet all these wonderful people around me :)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Yay!

Few more days and I will be finally home. Can't wait to be with my daughter :) I'm getting excited and nervous at the same time and of course impatient thinkin' how can days pass this slow.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Photo shoot and strangers

I have been really busy this past weeks going back and forth to Phil. Embassy in Seoul. Prepping and getting ready for home after almost 6 years of journey in Korea is harder than I thought. Plus this chilly photo shoot in Lotte World last Sunday. It was tiring yet indeed an experience. And after weeks of prepping my schedule's fin'lly smooth.

During these busy days I was able to get along to some people I never thought I would get along with. And I thank Him for proving me wrong about my presumptions. After all these years, I locked myself and closed my door to them since I wanted to protect myself from being hurt. It's a big relief should I say! Strangers are definitely friends in disguise.

Here's some sneak peak from last week

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Belated New Year Post

The whole world just welcomed a new year hoping that this year will be better than the latter. And I am
personally hoping that this year will be better for me too and I am crossing my fingers that predictions on our planet's dooms day won't be anything but predictions.

Happy New year to everyone and I am hoping that I can finally be one of those consistent bloggers not unlike the previous years where I have to delete my blog site due to inconsistency :(
Again, Happy New Year And hope its a prosperous one:)